What’s wrong with me?

A depression
is the hard answer
an almost inhuman task
which give us the soul
those affected by it
puts into it

the fatal thing is
that I mean myself
i’m the author
this torment of hell
myself

i try
with my fear
since my childhood
To go hand in hand

One Indian Girl

I have to say that this took a lot of courage and thinking because… I’ve been struggling a lot lately and I don’t understand what’s happening but I can’t handle this alone.

Hopefully blogging about this might help so it’s a start.

I don’t know if I’m depressed or sad or numb or lazy or everything I mentioned but for a while now… I have no motivation whatsoever to do anything. Even to read or write for myself or watch Netflix.

Yes. I love to do all those things but… I don’t know. I don’t feel like doing them.

I feel so distant with myself and I’m slowly losing interest in everything and I’m being distant with some of my close friends too.

I thought I dealt with my anxiety but it feels like it’s back and with so much force now.

I can’t sleep at night mostly because my…

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15 Antworten zu “What’s wrong with me?

  1. Depression is a kind of disease that we can’t show others, the feeling is strange, nothing looks good need proper treatment for it. Well written.🌹😊

    • There are types of depression that can be treated
      Depression doesn’t just make those affected sick
      Depression, which one blames oneself to be blamed for, does not get to the bottom of the event
      In the case of severe depression, death would be a relief
      Trying to endure depressin seems the only way to me

  2. Wisely penned. Well depression associated with only our mind, it happens when we are unable to face the reality

  3. S.

    dovresti mettermi il traduttore 😉 🙂

  4. Depression is awful. Wish we can get rid of it, but it is not easy.

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