is the hard answer
an almost inhuman task
which give us the soul
those affected by it
puts into it
the fatal thing is
that I mean myself
i’m the author
this torment of hell
with my fear
since my childhood
To go hand in hand
I have to say that this took a lot of courage and thinking because… I’ve been struggling a lot lately and I don’t understand what’s happening but I can’t handle this alone.
Hopefully blogging about this might help so it’s a start.
I don’t know if I’m depressed or sad or numb or lazy or everything I mentioned but for a while now… I have no motivation whatsoever to do anything. Even to read or write for myself or watch Netflix.
Yes. I love to do all those things but… I don’t know. I don’t feel like doing them.
I feel so distant with myself and I’m slowly losing interest in everything and I’m being distant with some of my close friends too.
I thought I dealt with my anxiety but it feels like it’s back and with so much force now.
I can’t sleep at night mostly because my…
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